Right Where you want me

March 3, 2016 § Leave a comment

Learn to Let Go and Let God


There is liberty in your promises,

I may grow weary but I will keep waiting. I will wait on You

I’m holding on to Your promises.


I believe that right now, at this very moment, I am exactly where You placed me.


A cry for help

March 2, 2016 § Leave a comment

A few weeks ago I was gently reminded of the story of Joseph,

It’s funny how something that happen thousands of years ago can be so relatable to the now. It just brings me into a deeper thought of how human nature is unchanging. How each and every matter is just morphed into a modern day tale to be repeated.


I actually (to be honest, just for the fun of it) went to get my fortune told based on my birthdate and timing and to be honest, though the future seems pretty bright, my current choices are limiting where i can go and what i want to do. I definitely don’t want to wait till xx years later.

It’s very hard to keep faithful and know that there’s a greater plan for me out there.


It’s been two years. I’m trying my hardest not to have self pity. But it’s also so hard to keep my eyes on Him.



February 19, 2016 § Leave a comment


I remember…

How it feels when you speak into my heart

When you whisper that we’ll never be apart

I know I belong to you…


Dear God… please remind me of who You are…

Remind me of how You brought David out of his misery.

Remind me of how Your love is so great that you cover all.


Come and capture my heart again…


October 28, 2014 § Leave a comment

Hold me tight,

Remember me

Of all the things that I can be

Touch your lips

kissed your skin ,

Turn it towards

My spirit kin.

When darkness comes

And night sky takes;

The warmth away from all these lakes

I only ask ,

Request from thee

That you will

Remember me.

5 Things I learnt from Noah the movie

September 24, 2014 § Leave a comment

Caught the movie (yes i know i’m outdated!) Noah on the plane today (greetings from Sydney!)

And as usual, God is slowly showin me my answer to my prayers .

1. All life is to be treasured. But that doesn’t mean you should allow weeds in your life.

2. A mother’s love ; rules all.

3. Anger is a very strong emotion that will blind a person into hatred and vengeance ; both are acts with dire consequences

4. We always are given a choice. Between doing what is ‘right’ and what is merciful.

5. Always , ALWAYS choose love.

It’s a big big world.

September 23, 2014 § Leave a comment

You are my “Beona”.

and thank goodness i caught it before i sunk too deep.

“It’s noble to want to confess and tell the truth. But if the result is damage and pain, then it isn’t noble. It’s selfish”

Talkin to you always depresses me on how ugly the world is. On the other hand, my eyes are open bigger. on the other had… ugh. Life is just so ugly, even though i want my own family and kids, i dont know if i want to bring kids into such an ugly, ugly world.

That’s just selfish.

Your love, will heal the pain I suffered…

September 14, 2014 § Leave a comment

Talking to you never fails to put things into perspective…

We both go through our own fair share of problems. I’m sorry for not being a good friend to you over the past few months when you were nothing but kind, loving and being a big brother to me. From helping me to plan my trip in Taiwan, making sure that you got your Xiaowei to bring me to where I want to go when i was there, to meeting me for coffee at nights and late night phone calls (though there were a few times you were drunk and pissed me off to no end at 3am)

But your story, no matter how fucked up it seems, is giving me a glimmer of hope. A glimmer that two people who really love each other, will find their way back somehow to be together, No matter how difficult.

Both of you might not know it yet. If not, I maybe deluded, but i choose to believe otherwise.

But something struck me while talking to you.

People have broken relationships, really is because we tend to keep our true feelings to ourselves, just so we can protect the ones we love. Sometimes, it is true that there are things better left unsaid. But ultimately, emotions must always be communicated.


As you hold my hand,
You whispered words,
We hugged each other tight 
As you lay me down to sleep
My brain tells me to run through the night
My heart tells me that this is alright. 
But what we have, let’s live for tonight. 

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