When the world comes crashing.
October 5, 2010 § Leave a comment
Try losing it, and having a friend . a best friend who has known you for years not even realise why you’re covering up your sadness by watching a show because you can’t sleep either because of nightmares or because you’re busy crying your fucking eyes out.
reasons why i still have yet tell is probably because
OHEY. I KNOW I SCREWED UP. AND I’M STILL COMING TO TERMS WITH IT. EVER THOUGHT OF THAT?
oh wait you haven’t. cus that’s all that matters is that EVERYONE ACTS THE SAME WAY AS YOU DO RIGHT?
the one or two times my dearest bestfriends do bother to ask me out before hand apart from clubbing is usually one or two days before
i get slammed for having ‘millions of friends’ when OH I’M SORRY. ONE WEEK OF GATHERINGS APART FROM THE SCHOOL HOLIDAYS WHICH HAS LIKE. I DONT KNOW. TWO MONTHS WORTH OF HOLIDAYS AND THERE WASN’T MUCH GOING OUT.
is it MY FAULT NOW YOU DON’T BOTHER COMMUNICATING AND KEEPING IN TOUCH WITH PEOPLE?
JUST BECAUSE YOUR MOTHER TREATS YOU LIKE A PRINCESS DOESNT MEAN I HAVE TO PUT UP WITH YOUR FUCKING ATTITUDE
yes i’m pathetic. what about you?
i dont go after guys who blatantly reject me straight in the face.
and if i were to be fucking mean right now?
and honestly. stop complaining about your families
you’re lucky to still have someone who cares and nags.
parents who bother to know your friends. and atleast a family that talks to you and want to spend time with you
the only people who greet me when i come home and are thoroughly happy is riley and occasionally aunty. who by the way. isnt exactly family .
you think you have issues? try my fucking life.