December 2, 2010 § Leave a comment
I am a beautiful
I am beautiful and wonderfully made
I am beautiful, wonderfully made and single
I am beautiful, wonderfully made, single and will not turn to drinking or smoking to ease my pain.
I can be strong
I can expel negativity out of my system
I will stop doing what’s bad for me
I will now understand that there is no such thing as my whole life to be spent with one person
I will understand that there is no such thing as : love knows no bounds.
I will understand that love is just a fairytale. it doesn’t exist
I know that i’m reading too much fantasy love novels and have fallen in love with beautiful characters that only exist in books.
I will never open myself up like that again
I will never share my most deepest thoughts again
I will never give someone a sharp butcher’s knife to mutilate my heart again.
I will never depend on anyone like this again. especially of the opposite genders
I will understand that all guys can only be my friends;
I am a listener and never to share my most intimate thoughts ever again
I will not stand weak infront of a guy again.
and i will never love like i did again.
And i will let you walk away.
And i will never hold you back.